December 13, 2014

"Those Disappointing Eyes (I'll Be Your Clown)"

Surprise,
Surprise,
There are those disappointing eyes.
I wondered where they had been--
I hadn't seen them in a while.

Surprise,
Surprise,
Look at those disappointing eyes.
The ones that only speak the truth--
And sees through all the lies.

Surprise,
Surprise,
There are those disappointing eyes.
The ones that breaks my heart--
And always seem to make me cry.

Surprise,
Surprise,
Look at those disappointing eyes.
The ones that say hello--
But they're really saying goodbye.


Surprise,
Surprise,
There are those disappointing eyes.
I wondered where they had been--
I hadn't seen them in a while.

Surprise,
Surprise,
Look at those disappointing eyes.
The ones that sees through my mask--
And underneath my disguise.

Surprise,
Surprise,
There are those disappointing eyes.
The ones that look at me--
And often criticize.

Surprise,
Surprise,
Look at those disappointing eyes.
The ones that I hate--
And often recognize.

Surprise,
Surprise,
There are those disappointing eyes.
I wondered where they had been--
I hadn't seen them in a while.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

October 23, 2014

"Keep Your Composure"

Wipe your tears--
Keep your composure.
Don't show weakness--
Indecent exposure.

Harden your heart---
Your weakness is kindness.
Strengthen your soul--
This world will leave you heartless.

Keep your composure--
Don't let them get you down.
Put a fake smile on--
Don't let them see you frown.

Keep your composure--
Don't let them see you cry.
We live in a cruel world--
Remember an eye for an eye?

So, please protect your heart--
On every occasion.
I've lost my heart--
Way too many abrasions.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

October 22, 2014

"Don't Look For Me (I'm No Longer Around)"

Don't look for me--
I'm no longer there.
I've lost my way--
And I don't even care.

Don't ask me no questions--
I won't give a reply.
I have nothing to say--
And that's my honest reply.

I'm sick of it all--
I'm no longer caring.
My personal info.--
I'm no longer sharing.

I've put my walls up--
I'm no longer bringing them down.
I've harden my heart up--
I'm no longer around.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Don't Fall in Love With Me"

Don't fall in love with me--
I'm a total mess.
Don't fall in love with me--
Trust me, it's for the best.

Don't fall in love with me--
I won't always be around.
And when I disappear--
I don't want to be found.

Don't fall in love with me--
I have a fickle heart.
Don't fall in love with me--
I often fall apart.

Don't fall in love with me--
I only trust a few.
Don't fall in love with me--
No matter what you do.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Earth Shattering"

My body aches--
So, my heart is breaking.
My smile looks real--
But I'm only faking.
My feet stands still--
But the ground is shaking.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Hollow"

Hollow look,
Empty eyes,
A broken heart--
A web of lies.

Empty words,
Yet still kind.
A shallow heart--
A fragile mind.

Distant,
Yet still polite.
No longer an angel--
She's lost her light.

Torn in two--
And not the same.
And one con artist--
Takes all the blame.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Safe in the Shadows"

They notice my presence--
But they don't miss my absence.

I pop up so quickly,
And I disappear just as fast.
I constantly keep people guessing--
About how long I will last.
That's why I reject popularity--
It's just a thing of the past.

One minute you're popular,
And then the next you're not.
One minute you're famous,
And then you're soon to be forgot.
And yet everyone is dying--
To be in that number one spot.

But I'll stick to the shadows--
It's my favorite place.
I don't mind being unrecognized,
Or having a forgettable face.
All I need is my family--
And my friends in this case.

I'm not dying to be popular--
I like my time and my space.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

October 14, 2014

"Autumn Leaves"

Things change,
Just like the Autumn leaves.
People change too--
As we are left to believe.

So maybe I'm changing--
As things start to Fall.
Or maybe I'm just struggling--
With everything and all.

Because I'm changing,
Just like the Autumn leaves.
No longer does my heart--
Lie upon my warm sleeve.

Even more guarded--
Than I was before.
I'm struggling with the Autumn leaves--
That I once ignored.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

September 12, 2014

"You Don't Know Me"

You don't know me--
As well as you think you do.
You don't know me--
If I seem like an angel to you.

You don't know me--
Behind the mask that I wear.
You don't know me--
And I think that's a little unfair.

You don't know me--
Only what I want you to.
You don't know me--
But I'm kind of hoping you do.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"The Black Sheep"

Make me the black sheep--
So what? Oh well!
Make me the black sheep--
I don't care as you can tell.

Make me the black sheep--
Go ahead and count me out.
I don't care what you're saying,
Or if it's me you're talking about.

Make me the black sheep--
If that what's you want to do.
Obviously, I'm not listening--
I could care less about you.

Make me the black sheep--
I'm used to it by now.
Go ahead and talk about me--
I don't care anyhow.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Just A Doll With Puppet Strings"

I'm just a doll with puppet strings--
For someone who likes to play with things.

I'm just a doll with a pretty face--
Something to look at until I'm replaced.

I'm just a doll with puppet strings--
And I don't even know who's pulling my strings...

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"An Unconventional Beauty"

She's beautiful--
But not in the conventional way.
It's not in her looks,
Or in the quirky things she says.

She's so different.
She lives in a league of her own.
She lives in the clouds--
In a no-fly zone.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Fragile Heart"

My heart is so fragile,
That I leave it protected.
Until I find someone--
That won't leave it neglected.

My heart is so delicate--
So, I keep it safe with me.
And only if you're worthy,
Will I set it free.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

July 29, 2014

"And Then the Walls Caved In"

I thought I was free--
Everything seemed fine.
Until the walls caved in,
On this perfect world of mines.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Heavy Is The Head (The Crown Bares a Price)"

Heavy is the head--
That wears the crown.
Because she is forced to fake smiles--
So, no one ever sees her frown.

Heavy is the head--
That wears the crown.
For the kingdom looks up to her--
And she can't bare to let them down.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Here Lies My Heart"

Here lies my heart,
Crumbled up in pieces.
I'm missing you--
And I don't know the reasons.

Here lies my heart,
Whispering give it another try.
But my head keeps telling me--
That it's time to say goodbye.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Scared of Rejection (Striving for Perfection)"

I'm scared of rejection--
So, I often disappear.
Lost in my reflection--
Until I reappear.

Striving for perfection--
Gets harder every year.
I'm scared of imperfection--
But I try to fight the fear.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Behind Closed Doors (Secrets)"

We all have our secrets--
Behind closed doors.
You can try to find them out,
But you'll just end up wanting more.

We all have our stories--
That we'll never tell.
But if they ever came out,
Would you handle them well?

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

July 12, 2014

"Don't Confine Me"

I'm a free spirit--
So, don't confine me.
I don't wear any chains--
So, nothing can bind me!

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

June 29, 2014

"Outside the Box"

I live outside the box--
No walls confine me.
And when I think outside the box--
I finally feel free.

And when I step outside the box--
I can be who I want to be!
My mistakes are my mistakes--
And they don't define me!

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Let the Glass Break"

Let the glass break--
Shatter and all.
I mean, who cares?
Once you fall.

Let the glass break--
Watch it scatter in pieces.
I try to stop the pain--
But it never ceases.

Let the glass break--
Who really cares?
I look around--
And there's no one there.

Let the glass break--
Shatter and all.
And watch them all stare--
As I stumble and fall.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Cut Out My Heart"

Cut out my heart and just bleed me dry.
I'm sick of the pain if you want to know why.

Cut out my heart and just let it bleed.
Maybe after that I can start to breathe.

Cut out my heart and bury it in the ground.
'Cause after it's out, I don't want it to be found.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Behind My Smile (Earth Quakes)"

Behind my smile--
Is a heart that breaks.
Behind my soul--
Is a spirit that aches.
And behind my world--
Is an earth that quakes.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Finding the Right Place"

I know that everything happens for a reason--
But it doesn't make it hurt less.
I guess we are all just puzzle pieces,
Just waiting to be fit in.
And some pieces are left out,
Some pieces are misplaced,
And some pieces are just temporary--
Until they find the right place.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

May 19, 2014

"Love is Love"

It’s 9 o’ clock pm. Tara has been in a serious relationship for over a year. One night, she decides to take a train to escape the harsh reality of her break up. She has no destination in mind, she just needs to get away. So, she decides to take the first train leaving the station.

Sarah, is a recent high school graduate. She is going out of town with her family to celebrate her recent achievement. Sarah enjoys the thought of the trip but she feels like something is missing. Sarah and her family decides to take the 9 o’ clock train to Cincinnati.

To their shock, their paths cross again.

“Wow! It has been a long time since I last saw you!” Tara shrieks.

“I know!” Sarah exclaims.

The two ladies hug. They haven’t seen each other in over 4 years. Sarah and Tara went to middle school together. Sarah was an honor student in middle school, while Tara preferred to enjoy her middle school years. They were good friends back then – except Sarah’s family didn't approve of their friendship.

“So, what have you been up to?” Tara asks.

“I just graduated high school and I’m on a trip with my family. How about you?” Sarah responds.

“I just got out of a relationship and I decided to get away.” Tara explains.

“I understand. Do you want to talk about it?” Sarah asks.

The two talk about Sarah’s recent accomplishment and Tara’s failed relationship. Sarah tells Tara how she plans on going to college to get her Bachelor’s degree in Education and in return, Tara tells Sarah how her relationship ended. Basically, the two wanted different things. Their conversation is rudely interrupted by Sarah’s parents.

“Tara, could you please come with us.” Sarah’s mom demands without acknowledging Tara.

“I’m talking with my friend mom.” Sarah protests.

Even after much of Sarah’s protest, Sarah decides to go with her parents. Sarah and Tara hug and whisper to each other, “See you around.”

Tara’s in disbelief after seeing Sarah. Sarah, was Tara’s crush in middle school for 3 years. Though, she kept it to herself. Tara didn't want to hurt their friendship by telling her and she already knew that Sarah’s parents didn't approve of her.

“I can’t believe it. Wow! That was Sarah.” Tara says in disbelief and then goes to her passenger cart.

Sarah’s parents are very religious with high standards. They've raised Sarah to do well in school and in life, and they have kept her away from anyone who doesn't fit their standards. And Tara doesn't fit their standards – never has and never will.

While Tara goes to sleep for the night, Sarah enjoys the festivities that her family has planned for her. Her parents plan a little game night for Sarah and her little sister, Kim. They play some Trivia Pursuit and Clue.

Sarah has a hard time focusing during game night – she’s thinking about Tara and what she is doing. It seems, Sarah had a crush on Tara in middle school as well.

As soon as her family’s game night ends, Sarah decides to go to Tara’s passenger cart. Tara is still sleeping so Sarah decides to go her cart and call it a night.

The next morning, Tara and Sarah run into each other for breakfast. They don’t say much to each other with Sarah’s parents around. They both wave at each other and exchange smiles. Even though Sarah’s parents make it their mission to keep the two apart, Sarah and Tara manage to pass quick glances at each other.

Midday, the two finally manage to see each other. They reminisce about the good memories they shared in middle school.

“Do you remember that day we ran away from home?” Sarah asks.

“Yes, we got tired of your parents trying to keep us apart so we decided to leave home.” Tara responds and they both laugh.

“Yes, I remember. We had to go back home though because we didn't have any money.” Sarah continues.

“Would you do it again?” Tara asks.

“Do what again?” Sarah responds.

“Run away with me.” Tara explains.

“Anytime.” Sarah replies.

They both smile and stare at each other.

It doesn't take long for Sarah’s parents to come look for her. When they find her, they pull Sarah away from Tara.

“Please stay away from our daughter. We’re trying to have a family trip.” Sarah’s mom tells Tara.

Tara just nods and winks at Sarah in defiance.

“Sarah, we’re having dinner in an hour. Please be ready.” Sarah’s mom tells Sarah.

Sarah leaves with her parents while Tara stays at the back of the train admiring the scenery.

Tara thoughts lead her back to the day when Sarah and her went to the park and shared a picnic dinner –

“We should sit here.” Tara suggested.

“Okay. Do you have the blanket?” Sarah asked.

“Yes, here it is.” Tara said as she laid the blanket on the ground for both of them to share.

“I really enjoy hanging out with you.” Sarah said.

“I really enjoy hanging out with you too.” Tara agreed.

Tara smiles at the memory. It was the first picnic she’d ever had. She was glad that she got to share it with Sarah.

Tara didn't have many friends growing up – especially during middle school. It didn't help when rumors came out about her being gay. Sarah was the first real friend that she had. Despite Tara being teased and public ostracized, Sarah continued being Tara’s friend. Sarah didn't care what everyone else thought, all she saw was a nice girl with a kind heart. Tara appreciated that.

Sarah’s dressed and ready to have dinner with her family. She wears a pretty sequined black dress. The family wants to have a formal dinner. Kim, Tara’s little sister, wears a pretty blue dress while her parents wear a color coordinating gown and tux. The family enjoys a nice, fancy feast. They talk amongst each other while they eat. Sarah does her best to enjoy the moment. She spends most of it correcting her little sister on her table manners.

After dinner, Sarah discreetly fixes a plate for Tara. She had noticed that Tara didn't eat much for breakfast. She manages to get away from her family and goes to Tara’s passenger car. Tara is happy to see Sarah.

“Here you go, Tara.” Sarah says while handing Tara the plate. “I just thought that you could use something to eat.”

“Thank you.” Tara says. “Would you like to come in?”

“I would love to but my family will be looking for me soon.” Sarah explains.

“Okay. Well, thank you for the plate. Enjoy your night.” Tara says. “And oh, you look really beautiful. That black dress looks gorgeous on you.” Tara adds.

“Thank you.” Sarah replies. She then politely kisses Tara on the cheek.

They both smile and tell each other good night. Sarah goes back to her family.

Tara looks at the plate of food and contemplates whether to eat it or not. After years of being bullied and teased, Tara suffers with anorexia. Tara finally decides to eat the food because she doesn't want to seem ungrateful.

Meanwhile, Sarah continues to spend time with her family. She hopes that Tara ate the plate of food she made for her. The family continues to mingle with other high society families while Sarah’s parents continuously brag about their smart and wonderful daughter. Sarah just smiles.

After finishing her plate of food, Tara writes Sarah a note to thank her. She then leaves the note in Sarah’s passenger cart.

Sarah, exhausted after a night of entertaining, goes to her passenger cart and finds Tara’s note on the floor. She reads it.

The note says, “Thank you so much for the plate of food. I just wanted you to know that I ate it all and it was delicious. And if you’re not too tired, I would love to see you tonight. Please wear that beautiful black dress that I saw you in earlier today. With love, Tara.”

Sarah smiles. She is so happy that Tara ate the plate of food she made for her and that Tara wrote her a thank you note. Thankfully, Sarah still has her dress on. She goes to meet Tara.

Tara waits patiently on Sarah in her tuxedo. She surprises Sarah with a dance. The two dance to their favorite song, Boyce Avenue “Find Me”. And for that moment, everything is perfect.

The song ends.

“I love you.” Tara declares.

“I love you too.” Sarah replies.

The two kiss, and then head back to Tara’s room. They watch a movie together, and then call it a night.

“Thank you. I had a wonderful time.” Sarah gushes.

“You’re welcome. I had a great time as well.” Tara smiles.

And they kiss again.

During the train ride, the two spend as much time as they can together – mainly when Sarah’s parents aren't around. They’ll watch movies together and meet at the back of the train to look at the scenery. They’ll even read a couple books together and play a few board games.

“I wish this ride would never end.” Sarah says.

“Me neither.” Tara replies.

It isn't until the train is close to its destination, that the two take their relationship to the next level. Tara has everything planned and ready. Rose petals on the floor and a nice bubble bath prepared for them both. Sarah arrives and things go according to her plan. After they share a bubble bath filled with laughter together, the two make passionate love on the bed. Birdy “Wings” plays in the background. Time seems to stop and nothing matters. Every kiss and every moment is full of bliss. It seems that nothing can keep them apart. The two spend the night together.

The next morning, Sarah’s parents find Sarah in Tara’s room. They drag Sarah out of the room and scold her – Sarah is to never see Tara again. They keep Sarah under a watchful eye the rest of the trip. She doesn't see Tara again until the train make it to its destination. Even then, Sarah’s parents keep her away from Tara. Sarah couldn't even wave or say bye. The two lock eyes and then go their separate ways.

Inspired by a dream that I had on 4/28/14.

Written and typed on 4/29/14.

By LaTasha B.

“The Players' Game”

Introduction/Day 1:

When they first meet, it is just a game. He likes her and she likes him – and yet, the game is to see who could win the other. They meet in college. He is fresh out of California and she is a city girl herself. Mr. California surely is handsome. He has the looks right out of a magazine and every girl wants him. Girls fall to his feet whenever they get the chance – she is the only exception. She sees his game the moment he walks into the cafeteria. He is a player – but little did he know that she is a player too. In fact, she has the home court advantage.

Round 1:

He walks in and he knows that he wants her the moment he sees her. She is beautiful and she knows it. In fact, she is just as desired as he is. She is sitting with her girls when he walks in the cafeteria with his boys. He flashes a smile and politely asks one of her girls to move so that he could talk to her. Her friend is all too generous and moves as she falls for his charm and good looks. He sits down and starts talking to the beautiful “chosen” young lady. She acts uninterested and excuses herself from the table for a minute.

Her point.

Round 2:

When she leaves, the charming guy walks back to his boys. His boys are laughing because he just lost round one. A young lady who notices that he was just rejected, offers to be his girlfriend. Reluctantly, he agrees. He intends to use her to get back at the “chosen” young lady. When she enters the cafeteria, he kisses the young lady. The “chosen” young lady just smiles. He is surprised by both her smile and the guy that she leaves with.

Her point, again.

Round 3:

Shocked as he watches her leave arm in arm with another guy, his boys start laughing at him again.
“She wins again!” One exclaims.
“You've met your match!” Another one shouts.
He laughs, but he is unprepared when the young lady that he just kissed smiles and gives him a card.
She tells him, “It's a card from my friend, it's the Queen of Spades. She told me to tell you that sometimes the queen beats the king.”
He laughs because he realizes that he has finally met his match.
“Touché,” he thinks to himself.

Not only did she win round one and two but she wins two points this round – one for the young lady he kissed since she is her friend and the other for the card that proved he was set up. 

4 - 0

His boys are laughing harder now as they realize that she's up by four points. This has never happened to their friend before.

He tells them, “Don't worry. It's just the battles, she hasn't won the war.”

Day 2:

He sees the “chosen” young lady in the cafeteria and says, “Hello.”
This time, she smiles and says hello back. He is surprised but decides to keep the conversation going.
“How are you?” He asks.
“I am fine. How are you?” She replies.
“Fine, now that I am speaking to you.” He smiles and tells her.
She laughs.
“You must enjoy laughing at me.” He says.
“Maybe.” She grins.
They both smile and laugh.

Round 1:

“What's your name?” He asks.
“Tell me yours first.” She demands.
“Adam, my name is Adam.” He lies.
“Well then, my name is Belle.” She lies too.
She then leaves to a table by herself. While she leaves, “Adam” meets with his boys.
“I got her name! Her name is Belle.” He brags.
They all start laughing.
“Her name is not Belle,” his friend tells him.
“Here, I got another card from one of her friends. It seems she knows a lot about you already and you know nothing about her. She wins again.” His friend says while giving him the card.

Her point.

Round 2:

Upset that she lied to him, he joins “Belle” at the table.
“You lied to me, your name is not Belle.” He groans.
“And yours is not Adam. You lied first.” She smiles.
“Touché,” he says. “It seems like you already know about me. I want to know how.” He demands.
“A pretty boy like you comes from California...” She starts off. “It’s not too hard to find out about you.” She whispers.
“Okay, so what do you know?” He demands.
“A lot,” she replies and smiles.
“Okay, so I want to know more about you. Is that okay?” He asks her.
“Sure, let's play 21 questions.” She complies.
“Okay, but you can't lie.” He warns her.
She laughs, “But you lied first. Remember?”
“Touché,” he smiles.

One point each.

Round 3:

He asks her for her name and other basic questions while she asks more in-depth questions.
“You don't really want to waste all of your questions on basic information, do you?” She asks.
“No,” he replies.
“So, what do you really want to know? You only have 6 questions left.” She warns him.
He asks her more questions. This time they are more in-depth. She continues asking him more in-depth questions as well.
He wonders, “Who was that guy that you left with when we first met?”
She smiles and tells him, “A friend, that's all. One more question, what are you going to ask for?”
He smiles and tells her, “It's the most important question of them all.”
“Really? What is it?” She wonders.
His grin gets bigger and he says, “Well, what's your number of course!?”
She laughs and says, “Hmm... That is the biggest question of them all. You're clever, I thought you would forget.”
“Na, never that. How else would I get a hold of you?” He explains.
“Touché,” she says and gives him her number.

His point, finally.

Conclusion/Weeks Later:

It doesn't take long for them to start dating. It only took 21 questions for him to fall for her and for her to fall for him. 21 questions, that's all. But in reality, it just took a second for them to fall in love – just one look. No one won or lost the game, but it was the game that brought them closer together. In the end, both of the players' fell in love with each other.

Written on 7/22/11
By LaTasha B.

April 2, 2014

"You Were Beautiful..."

I thought you were beautiful,
And that you cared...
I thought you were beautiful,
Until you left me there...

I thought you were beautiful--
Until you broke my heart.
I thought you were beautiful--
And now we're worlds apart.

So, who will pick up the pieces--
Of my broken heart?
So, who will pull me back together--
Now that I've fallen apart?

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

April 1, 2014

"The Darkest Part of Me"

Does it make you feel better,
To taunt, to tease, to abuse?
Does it make you feel better,
To make me feel so used...

Excuse me for the outburst,
And for lashing out.
I guess you're all thinking--
What the hell is that about?

I wish I could tell you--
What lies behind my eyes.
Perhaps if I told you,
It wouldn't come as a surprise.

Perhaps these scars--
Have saved me from my vanity.
Perhaps these secrets--
Have kept me from my sanity.

So tell me who's strong enough,
To release them from me?
Tell me who's strong enough--
To love the darkest part of me?

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

March 26, 2014

"The People Pleaser"

Take what you want--
Take what you need--
Everyone does,
And then they leave.

It's not easy,
Pleasing everyone but me.
To live a life,
That's not totally free.

So do what you want--
Do as you please--
I live a life,
That no longer belongs to me...

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"They Won't Remember Me... (Athazagoraphobia)"

How tragic it is--
To fear being forgotten.
To be the odd one out,
That no one remembers...

How tragic it is--
To fear being left alone.
When you turn around,
And see no one...

How tragic to think--
After it's all said and done.
That you won't be remembered,
By anyone...

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Insecurities (Atelophobia)"

Oh no, here it goes again--
Insecurities, creeping in.
Am I good enough?
Did I do enough?

They're back again,
They're haunting me--
What's wrong with me?
Why can't I fight, my insecurities?

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"The Golden One"

Her hair was filled with locks of love--
And her beauty matched that of a dove.
Her smile was as bright as the sun--
We all called her the golden one.

No “attitude”, and was so sweet--
That no other girl could compete.
Her faced matched that of any star--
We all knew she would go very far...

Then one day on the darkest night--
God took this star that shined so bright.
She battled hard but lost the fight--
We now gaze upon her precious light.

LaTasha B. (LB)
©2014

March 6, 2014

"Only When I'm Happy"

They only love me when I'm happy--
So many have disappeared...
It's okay darlings,
I keep those who care near.

They only love me when I'm happy--
Which makes me really sad.
I can't help it that sometimes,
My days get really bad...

They only love me when I'm happy--
I'm not blind, I can tell.
I can see the difference,
And when the numbers fell...

They only love me when I'm happy--
It's okay, I understand.
But there's only so much,
That I can withstand.

They only love me when I'm happy--
They disappear when I'm sad.
I suppose it's my fault,
And for that I feel bad.

They only love me when I'm happy--
And I guess that's alright.
But I can't fake my happiness,
Not today, not tonight.

They only love me when I'm happy--
So, it's time for me to go.
I love you my loyal darlings,
I just thought I'd let you know.

They only love me when I'm happy--
So, it's time for me to disappear.
And when I'm feeling better,
I'll come back and reappear. ;)

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

March 4, 2014

"It's All Left Broken"

A broken heart,
A broken mirror,
Trying to fix it?
Leave it broken.

Pick up the pieces?
Or leave them scattered?
Put myself back together?
Or does it matter?

Try again?
Maybe tomorrow?
Maybe then,
I'll lose my sorrow.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Trapped Inside My Sadness"

Trapped inside my sadness--
Cleanse me with the rain.
Why is my path to happiness--
Filled with so much pain?

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Beauty"

Beauty's not in the way she talks,
Beauty's not in the way she walks,
Beauty's in the way she speaks--
On the days when she feels weak.

Beauty's not in the clothes she wears,
Beauty's not in the way she styles her hair,
Beauty's in the way she shares--
And in all the ways she loves and cares.

Beauty's what's inside of her heart,
Even on the days when she falls apart.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Look for the Bright Side"

Colors painted pretty--
Everywhere.
Your smile is so gorgeous,
That everyone stares.

Your smile sweetheart,
Is nothing to hide.
So on bad days,
Look for the bright side.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

February 25, 2014

"Heart of Exhaustion"

It breaks my heart to see people in pain,
So much that sometimes it drives me insane.

My heart it breaks, often so,
That I tend to breakdown, it's so hard to let go.

It's hard to carry all of this sadness.
My kindness, my weakness, the root of my madness.

I try to go out, get some fresh air to breathe.
I've heard some stories, you wouldn't believe.

All of the sadness, it makes me so weak.
Often sometimes, that I can't even speak.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

"Fragile"


Don't hurt me 'cause I'm fragile,
Is that too much to ask?

Don't hurt me I might shatter,
Just like a piece of glass.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

February 11, 2014

"Rejecting Perfection"

I know what it's like,
I understand.
It's hard to be the painting
Of someone else's hand.

They paint me so pretty,
So angelic, like perfection.
But am I really?
You can laugh at that question.

May I paint you a picture?
So real, so true.
You know that I have feelings,
Just like you.

I get mad, I get sad,
And I cry sometimes too.
Sure I am nice,
But that has a lot to do with you.

See, I'm trapped in the bubble --
Full of love which is great.
But this bubble quickly bursts,
At the slightest sign of hate.

They tell me to smile,
Don't frown or be down.
But it's really hard
To wear such a crown.

So paint me pretty and angelic
If you want to.
But remember that I'm human,
Just like you.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014

January 31, 2014

"So I Lie"

So I lie...
I put on a mask and I keep it all in.
I put a smile on my face as I pretend.
All you can see is the light in my eyes--
You can't see the tears that I hide.
It's okay, it's not all in vain--
I'm awake and perhaps insane.

LaTasha B. (LB)
© 2014